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Tracy
Don't call me bimbo and I won't bite. (: Bring me a camera and I bring light :D
17 years young, GongshangPS, WSPS, DunmanSecondary, MeridianJC, AtlasWarrior, DMNchoirSOPSL, MJChoir, Ballet.
I loooooove my Twin/Brothers/sister/partner-in-crime/steady/BCPs/chocs/BFFs/B1&B2
Give me chocolates and lollipops and I will hug you. Free hug ok!!! :D
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
1. Do you love yourself?
omg, duh. Or else why on earth I'm a freaking camwhore??
2. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Sob silently. &never let the guy know that I'm hurt. show that I'm like so unaffected and move on. Ha. Thats the best thing ever. (;
3. If you can have a dream come true what will it be?
Mmmm, I will want to have another thousand dreams that will come true. (:
4. What will be your dream wedding be like?
Never thought about marrying, why wedding? But, If I'm marrying I certainly want it to be super perfect. I'm gonna hire a famous wedding planner and get everything done. Oh, &the wedding dress must be super unique. Not like those long dressy types. So boring. Maybe I could get Vera Wang to do the job. &my hubby's suit or tux must also be super smart. (; My dream wedding will never be those draggy dinners and traditional rituals. Probably a party at some pub or maybe the beach! hehs. Thats so cool!!!
5. What's your ideal lover like?
Hmm, a protective guy who will tolerate all my crap and nonsense. Especially my PMSness.
6. Which is more blessed? being love by someone or loving someone.
Being loved? I rather marry someone who loves me more than I love him.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Not long. Probably only an hour? Oh please. There are so much guys out there! What for wait for some stupid guy who will not response until you become an old maid or something? Besides, you won't know whether you will love him more than you wait for him. hahahhas. I think will get bored lor.
8. If the person you secretly love has a girl already, what would you do?
Scold the bitch who is dating him. Just kidding. hahahs. Accept the fact and move on. (:
9. Has anything made you unhappy this few days?
Yea. Lotsa. But who cares.
10. What do you want most in life?
Eh. I think everything to move on smoothly and perfectly, no flaws. &to be happy with the one I love, married or not married.
11. Is being tag fun?
I guess so? Its just like another virtual answering machine. lols
12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
A successful freelance accountant out there where big corporations and companies look for me for finnance advice and accounting. Ooh, &me earning big bucks $$. I can also see my spouse and I living in this gorgeous house, interior designed. ((:
13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, friends and myself. Stop it, I just love myself ;D
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A person who respect my crazy thoughts and ideas. &also nice and friendly people ;D
15. Would you be single and rich or married but poor?
Single and rich, duh. No one is born to marry some poor guy who can't even afford a roof for you. I rather marry some rich guy I love and be a taitai, or be rich and successful and be happy with my spouse, not binded by the marriage contract.
16. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
I will pull myself up, drag myself to that damn toilet, check for presence of cockroach (I'm not kidding, roaches like to check out on me in the morning!), stare at the mirror and said "I think I shall take another half an hour sleep." &then drag myself back to bed. hahahahs. I feel so stupid :x
17. Would you give all in a relationship?
If I really love the guy, I will give all. I know I'm very passionate luh. Hehs. But I will NOT, I repeat, NOT, sacrifice my successful future career and youth to be some freaking housewife and reproduce kids for him. Unless I'm gonna be a taitai and that he gives me a plantinum card or American Express to shop everyday and party all night. Omg, thats the best life ever! Yea, I wish.
18. If both guys love you at the same time, who would you pick?
Hmm, I think the one I think is richer, sweeter and more protective. Or maybe the one who ask first. I really hate those who do not have the confidence to go for it and just open up. Always think too much.
19. What type of friends do you like?
Hahaahahas. Those who do crazy stuff with me. &those who can tolerate me. Like my crap, nonsense, STM, slowness and dumbness. Sorry luh! :x
20. What do you think about love?
Its just a chemical reaction and a stimulant in the brain that makes us go crazy and love like its our life. Its like something that will really make one become a whole ;D
Doing this out of curious since so many people has done it. hahahhas.
Saturday was choir camp. Quite fun and interesting. hahahhas. First time visiting choir camp as an ex. Lawls. Their games are like damn glamour and runway kinda thing. Must be that Leon and Debbie. hahahhas. With all the ANTM and Tyra Banks. The games also like quite fun. Too bad it rained during orienteering and the people didn't have the chance to get out of school. Talentime was great. Especially when they only have less than a month to prepare. Impressed ;D
Went to Vivo City with sister and family last night. So dumb luh. In the end, its mom and her friends enjoying it all cos they went to see some boring belly dancing competition. Bored, I dragged sis along to shop at Forever 21 and the Topshop with me. Weee~ those 2 are like my favourite shops! hahahs. Went to Tangs too. &I found my dream perfume. hahahhaas. After my fetish for Emporio Armani, Diamond, I'm starting to fall in love with Christian Dior's J'adore. It smells damn nice and feminine! &also the Midnight Poison. Theres even a tale to it!
  
  
  
Dior J'adore <3
Dior Midnight Poison
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my god. I must stop shopping. Spent like 40 bucks yesterday. &30 bucks the day before :/. Too hooked up on the Great Singapore Sale. Went to Bugis the day before. All their stuff are like on sale, 10bucks each piece. Its like a MUST BUY thing. hahahhas. Forced wilson and ben to shop with me. Sorry luh. Wasted all your warcraft time. Hmmm, I bought a white off-shoulder, & a white bf tee again. hahahhas. &bought some accessories. Theres this shop where they sell 3 necklaces for 5bucks. CHEAP luh. Heard that they are having a clearance sale. Went to Taka yesterday to look at cosmetics. Not bad lehs. They have 20% discount for skin products. Bought some masks and eye shadows. Omg, Tracy, stop shoppinggg!
Camwhore (:
 
 
Ciaos ;D
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Monday, May 26, 2008
This is my 50th post like since 2006?? Sorry luh, wasn't an active blogger. The past few days were so draggy and tired. PMS all the time. Scold my mother today, quarrelled with my sister. Well, thats practically everyday. Stupid fat bitch.
Hmmm, got a fetish to my Emporio Armani Diamond EDP perfume ;D hees.
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Thursday, May 22, 2008
Today's like the freaking audition day. hahahahs. Went to TJC with Joel. That Joel ah, wanted to use Alicia Keys' If I Ain't Got You. Told him to prepare a choral piece, not some pop song! He ended up singing Circle Of Life chorus part. Think I screwed up my pitching test part. The conductor played some weird thing with all the sharps and flats. Don't know whats wrong with my stubborn voice, keep singing the wrong things. LOLS. When the conductor saw that I was a Soprano, she played some very high notes which I cannot reach at all! I was screeching my high note like killing chickens. hahhahas. Went out of tune. Low notes were easier for me even though there were sharps and flats tested. I sang As Long As I Have Music. LOL. Initially, I wanted to do A Clare Benediction or Irish Blessing. Ended up that I can't memorise the lyrics. Sang As Long for a change. Besides, its like the easiest song. We had competitors mans. A girl from SAC was auditioning before us. &theres this pair of Cedar Girls who came to audition. Just went to check out on their school choir. They got GWH for 2005 SYF luh! Hmmm, gonna do better for the VJC audition.
I spent school hours today at Katong/ Joo Chiat cos we were having HCL excursion on the heritage of Singapore. There were no tour guide, just free and easy for 5 whole hours under that bloody blazing hot sun. Walked around with Sarah, Brenda, Sing Chuen and Wei Jie. Like damn boring luh. Had to take photos of the different venues of the place and write a story about it. LOL. I was sweating like mad during the whole walk. Fortunately, we have our map boy, Wei Jie, to guide us to the various places. The rest of us have no sense of direction at all! hahahas. Then went to Katong Mall to slack, since we completed the whole journey in like 2 hours. Wei Jie went to bluetooth my games into his phone. He was super addicted to Splinter Cell 4. Told you it was fun. Later, we went to eat Katong Laksa at the air-conditioned area. Can't help it, the weather's just too sweltering.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTEE!!! ;D LOVEYA LOTS!
&I hate the heat spells. Driving me crazy. :/
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DSA
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Groan. Been busy with all the DSA crap. Hate it mans. Especially MJC's website. Make so nice, but of no useage. No DSA information, no DSA procedures and phases, no DSA application form, nada. Whereas, SAJC's web's layout so plain and boring, yet, they have such a nice application form that I went to fill it up for fun! Teehee :D Feel so dumb. Resolved to mailing MJC's and TJC's teacher-in-charge. Feel so dumb. &I've yet to hear from them. Right, got back all my results.
English- 60.1 B4
Higher Chinese- 61.2 B4
Elementary Math- 67.7 B3(OMG!!! My first ever B3 in my whole life. Damn disappointed. Wheres my beloved A1?)
Additional Math- 62.2 B4
Physics- 53.3 C6
Chemistry- 41.6 E8
Biology- 56.2 C5
Humanities(SS, Geography)-60 B4
L1R5- 24 points-4 CCA and HMT pts= 20 points
L1R5 (with O'level Chinese)- 20 points-4CCA and HMT pts= 16 points
Sighs, its a sucky MYE. Didnt expect much out of it anyway. Lawls. Didn't study much too. No pain, no gain. Hmm, my goals for O'levels:
English- A2
Higher Chinese- B3
EMath- A1
AMath- A2
Physics- B3
Chemistry- B4
Biology- A2
Humanities- A2
L1R5(including O'level Chinese A1)- 10pts-4CCA and HMT pts= 6points!
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Monday, May 19, 2008
"Nothing stands out so conspicuously, or remains so firmly fixed in the memory, as something which you can have blundered."
- Cicero
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Sunday, May 18, 2008
I'm suddenly into books. I know thats unusual of me. hahahhas.
A Royal Mess by Maryjanice Davidson
Vanishing Acts by Jodi Picoult
Love their stories. Davidson has a wicked and stunning use of language. Shes damn funny lah! Can't imagine how herhusband tolerate her. Shes wickedly horny. She dedicated one chapter to sex. WTH! Lawls.
Gonna DSA to Victoria JC, Temasek JC and Meridian JC. When did I become so crazy about my future?? I was like looking up on all the JCs in Singapore. Frantically searching for a nearby JC which is good and will provide lotsa benefits and scholarships. hahhas. So far, my first choice, Temasek. I even went to look at the subject combinations!! God, I mst be ma. Its so not me. I even decided on what to do. Gonna go for Math, China Studes in English, Economics and Computing. I'm so not gonna touch science anymore. If yes, maybe only Physics. hahahhs.Totally pathetic in science.
Quarrelled with that damn bitch. She a mother fucking idiot. Stupid fat ass. Go away. Fat stomach. Pregnant bitch. Annoying and immature kiddo. So what if I'm not as intellectually able than you. You still suck. &your math is rotten. Shutup and go away!
Whatever. Ciaos
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bitch
Friday, May 16, 2008
Totally agreed with steady's post. Shes such a biatch. Just because shes high and mighty, who belong to the upper-class, doesn't mean she can treat all her people as puppets. I've been finding people who dare and are willing to bitch about her. &I only found Steady and SISTER, who both hates her, to bitch. All her people worship her, treat her like the queen of the world. They are just bloody afraid of her loudness. Yea, I know, even I don't say it in front of her. Its just too mean. (omg, I'm such a nice person :P) I just hate her. Everybody's just playing along with her. All she talks about is she, herself, her family and her lovely life as a queen. Who cares. &shes stupid. Goes home early everyday, and yet, her results? Shall not say. In case, you guys are curious of who this 'perfect' person is, I shall just say that, you won't want to know this person.
Hahahahs. Felt so happy after blogging about this person :DDDDDD
Went to the beach with Steady to find our ^%&^#$&^%$&. After fruitless attempts of digging up Pasir Ris Beach, we failed.
Then steady took a video of me with my funny walk. I know I have a high reputation of my stupid walks. Don't laugh ok??? I will try my best to change :x
Ooh, &I found choir concert pictures on SAC's blog. Hees.
I look so dumb mans. haahhas.
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Steady
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Went to WhiteSands with steady yesterday. We were actually supposed to go to the beach to get our lalalala. Turns out, it was raining cats and dogs (ao cliche!!). Gahh. &I waited for her for more than half an hour, cos I was starving at home. Waited at Mac 2nd level. &I saw marc, yiling, yuhan and some other secondary two kiddos. I was hiding away from them, acting like I'm busy with my stuff. So corny can! But they didn't see me. I was stuck there, alone, like some freaking idiot :/
&then we took neoprints. Feel like I'm a secondary one kid again. Lawls! Missed the old days when neoprints were like our everything. :x We went to shop shop and did many dumb things. Its that kangqi's fault luh! She's like a discharged Woodbridge patient. hahahhas. We pointed at random places, staring in awe, hoping that other people will follow suit. hahhahas. So dumb can! Can't help it,was effing fun. We camwhored almost everywhere. Neoprint shop, toilet(teehee), random shops, library, mac. &steady so poor luh. Borrowed money from me. (EH!! O$P$) Then we went to the piercing shop. (Apparently, I have to delete this sentence. GRRRR) There was this FREAKING FUGGLY GUY who jooot me. Like WTF??? I didn't know that guy!! He didn't have the Pasir Ris face. I know I'm so lovable lah, but don't need to stop and stare at me!! &&He's with his freaking girlfriend, whom I though was his mother. hahahas. :P We were so afraid, we didn't dare to leave the shop. Ahhh, feel so dumb.  your dumb picture!
SANTARINA!!!
Today:
Boring luh. Get back my English and Higher Chinese results today. As expected, got B4 for both. Cross fingers for my Humanities and Emath tomorrow! English- 60.8 B4 Higher Chinese- 61.7 B4
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Is It You
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Is It You by Cassie
I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows (the way)
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust whose heart is right
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows (the way)
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
Someone who won't take me for granted
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share
Steady and I were talking about what we look in a guy. hahashahas. I sound so desperate can? But I'm not ok! I still have the strong sense of 'Women Pride'.
I just read the lyrics today. Well, seems like this Cassie person share the same sentiments and thought as me. LOLS.
Steady and I were on the phone talking about the 'ideal him'. I just realised I was being materialistic all this while. :x All my crap on finding my spouse and life-long parner in university or at work cos they will have the same standards as I have and earn as much as I do. I even thought that finding a rich guy solves everything. Thats crap mans. Tracy, you must stop being so materialistic!
'Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to'
hmm, yea maybe, to a certain extent. hahahhas. I mean, if you don't have an uber cute steady(like me :D) to be there for you all the time, you need him to comfort you too. But not always, cos most of the problems surface from him himself.
'Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you'
yea, I don't like guys who kick around the bush and goes one whole round before he comes straight to the point :p (not saying you. hahahs.)
'Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains'
Aww. This is so sweet!! It was one of the scenes from "My Lucky Star"! My guy has to be the protective and fatherly ones, who will shelter and protect me all the way, especially those with big hands. Love it!
'Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust whose heart is right '
Yup, he has to be there for me, and stay up throught the night for me until my heart is calmed and soothed.
In a nutshell, I just need his shoulders, and be there for me all the time, even its just a bus ride home or something. Someone who is protective and defend you regardless of any harm and danger he might face. Just a shoulder for me to lean on...Someone who loves me for who I am and allow me to depend on. (Digressing for a teeny weeny moment. Oooh! I just finished Hana Kimi-Jap version this morning!! &Natkatsu said: ''You can depend on me'', while hugging tightly to Ashiya. So nice right?? Although his just a bag of bones with puny muscles, he look effing hot. With his gorgeous shaped eyes and caucasian-like face. Man, I'm melting. Don't feel jealous yea?)Ok, back. I need him to trust me and have faith on me, respecting all my crazy and dumb opinion, views and choices. &also, able to tolerate all my nonsense and crap, my sensitivity and temper.
Yup, thats it, steady. Your idea of the 'Is It You' post. (: Cheers.
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tribute to DMNchoir
Monday, May 12, 2008
today's Chemistry MCQ and Amath paper 1. Amath was quite easy. Chemistry? Nothing to say. Cos I realised that I'm just a retard in Chem. Hopeless and dumb... ok, don't digress. Today, I'm gonna blog about DMNchoir. Steady blogging about choir too. Eeeyer, follow me huh? hahahhas. Its SO not like me to blog about choir cos I always say how I dread practices and stuff. But, when you are graduating, and have stepped down from DMNchoir, you start to reminsce. Guess, I know how the seniors felt when they stepped down and how they missed us. Awwww. Yea, I miss choir now too. But I miss the people more. (: Here goes my mushy post on Choir. Don't laugh ok? Or I'll strangle you!! :/ I know its mushy and stuff. But thats how I feel yea.
Choir has made me mature so much. As a secondary one student four years back, I was probably an ignorant brat who does not care less to the things surrounding me. My world seemed to only revolve around me. (maybe I'm still like that, in my own world. LAWLS!!) I remembered not even to be able to speak up. Only able to interact with my peers. Choir has give me confidence and built my personality. Especially when our conductor, Mr Toh is the personality guru who claims that he can happily replace Adam Khoo. Its true though. (AKLTG's kinda crap, when you think back of what they do. ) I learnt so much from the choir, seniors and Toh.
2005 Tour:
OMG!! I seriously miss this trip so much!!! It impacted my life so greatly. Really engraved a beautiful tattoo on my mind. (: Missed Group 5. Especially the peeps. shingchun, yanni, wanqing(miss her SO MUCH!), jieling, iffah, myron, dingsheng, bryan, janet, sheila. &I remembered, I remembered that erika, steady, theresa and I went to take neoprints to give as a memorable gift for Mdm Ng, who left us on 2005. (not die lah. touch wood! :/) &the night practices we had for practices for the tour. The teachers even bought us chicken rice for dinner!!! hahahahs. So sweet. oh oh, &we sang
1. Omagnum Mysterium
2. Christus est Natus
3. Toki Gong
4. Dravidian Dithyramb. Don't ask me what those holy songs meant. I seriously have no idea. hahhhas. &I remembered wearing the same hideous, ang-pao like chinese costume during sec one trip and last year's trip. hahahs. Missya lots, our beloved SLs: jiayu and yanping (:
yes, I know I look hideous last time :/
In betweens:
erm, I can't remember what we had in between. hahahhas. So I'm just gonna summarise everything that I can remember here. Hmmm. Speech Day, juniors, Interact Club performance, 2006 concert, Advent to Christmas(or whatever its name is). Sorry, got no recollection whatsoever, cos as you know, I suffer from serious short term memory aka amnesia as diagnosis by my family doctor. :p OH OH!!! &the farewell party performance!!! hahahhas. I remembered we choreo-ed our dance by ourselves!! Also, with the help of our beloved HweeMin. (girl! you are being credited here!!)
secondary 2 life is loved <3
SYF:
Gold With Honours!!! ahahahas. We've gone through so much practices, determination, dilligence etc etc to have come so far. Oooh. &I remembered my audition group: Steady, nicholas, riffin and me!! hahahas. cool. We sang:
1. Everyone Sang
2. Sabar Dance(on the CHAIR)
3. Si Nanay Si Tatay(also known as washing nehneh :p, my new found favourite word. Later on, I realised that the song is about a boy who wants to pass his message across through this song to his parents. from then on, it was never wash nehneh but si nanay si tatay.)
&&our beloved SLs who has bring us so far to this standard: Zerlina, Theresa and Richelle. (:
2007 Trip:
sighs. Another memory in my heart. With my beloved co-SLs: Georgina and Iris!! hahahas. omg, we've been through so much together, with the beloved Sopranos. sighs. Miss sopranos so much!!! All the scoldings, punishments, etc., were all worthwhile, cos it was a really fruitful trip. Especially when you are not the youngest in the choir and have to take the leadership to take care of the kiddos. &&our group, poco a poco, aka PAP. hahahhas. &Mdm NG!!! dingding. The peeps: Joel, Steady, Moses, Riffin, Kodi, Debbie, Eugene, Jeremiah, Cheryl, SuErn and me. &once again, we clinched a Gold and at second place in the kid's category. Surprisingly, I cried during the prize-giving ceremony. (steady too) It feels weird luh. Cos, its different from the previous trip where everything is so guided and that people are out there looking after you. It seems like being in-charge feels different. &there will be a great sense of satisfaction after achieving our goal(even though its not our best :/) ooh. &I missed the people so much!!! Especially the shopping gang: steady, me, arlene, leon, iris, shermaine, judaxil etc. hees (:
Competition songs:
1. Omagnum Mysterium
2. Sabar Dance
3. PingAnYe
4. Cantate Domino(our all time 'favourite)
hees (: me.
IGOR!!!
PAP!!!
SOPRANOS
2008 Concert- I Believe:
sighs. Our last performance in DMNchoir, our swan song. It was so memorable. Although theres all the new secondary ones bombarding Sopranos and all. hahahhahs. Sopranos like even bigger than 4A lah!! We had combines with SAC and CJC choir. &we get to see cute guys and all. :x &I so love one day more, not cos I sang for the duet, but cos its really beautiful that revolutionary style. hahhahas. Songs we sang:
Intro piece- Announcement (so cute! ladies and gentlemen~~~)
1. Come Travel With Me
2. Can You Feel The Love Tonight
3. Circle of Life (it was good from feedbacks I received (:)
4. PingAnYe
5. Kasar Mie la Gaji
7. I Believe in Springtime (omg, the song so cute!)
8. One Day More
9. Encore piece- Irish Blessing
yup. thats it. groans, it seems like I'm promoting DMNchoir. hahahhas. remember to drop by my beloved steady, kangqi's blog. (:
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