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Tracy

Don't call me bimbo and I won't bite. (: Bring me a camera and I bring light :D
17 years young, GongshangPS, WSPS, DunmanSecondary, MeridianJC, AtlasWarrior, DMNchoirSOPSL, MJChoir, Ballet. I loooooove my Twin/Brothers/sister/partner-in-crime/steady/BCPs/chocs/BFFs/B1&B2
Give me chocolates and lollipops and I will hug you. Free hug ok!!! :D
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I don't know why I'm still awake doing nothing

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Tomorrow is Econs exams. But, screw it. HAHA and I know I change my blogskin like so many times. Cos none of the skins seem to satisfy me. LOL. Shall keep to this cos its simple :D ok me go sleep. Don't miss me too much.

I just hope that things can go back to how they were. I need to get back to the old real me.

xoxo, Tracy :D

1:40 AM

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

I hate you. Why must you make life so difficult for me? I really envy other people's family. Why must you of all people, not give me your support and care. You shout and scream at every minute mistake I made, making so lack of self confidence in whatever I do. Thats why I don't seem to be able to make every domestic chore perfect. Because you, deprive me from the encouragement I deserve. And you think you are so damn trendy, trying to act my age, go clubbing and stuff. I hate it. I rather you to be some dull and unfashionable person. I'm just trying to learn to take care of myself. You just still think that I'm a freaking immature person who can't live without you. If I don't try, how am I gonna succeed? Can you please stop judging me in every mistake I made, in every wrong route I chose and let me lead my life in how a normal teenager should. Do you know how many of my freaking friends think that I lead such a great life, saying that you are so trendy and fun and outgoing. Bull shit. Thats just a facaded you, an appearance only. Stop acting young and start acting your age. I hate your damn fucking temper.

Life really sucks. And nobody seems to care. Why can't you show how you feel and start being more like how your role should be. How I wish you can stop thinking that I should lead a live you illusioned. And stop thinking that I'm just dreaming my route and not crafting it.

I give up :(

5:33 PM

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Exams Tomorrow :/

Life fucking sucks because:

1. I hate mugging.
2. MYEs tomorrow.
3. Nodame and Chiaki still distracting me.
4. Nodame Cantabile on mysoju is still on my browser even when I'm supposed to study and that I've finished watching it.
5. I feel fat studying cos I've been eating and sitting the whole day.
6. My whole mugging week was super unproductive.
7. I don't know why am I still here blogging.
8. H1N1 cases are rising and I don't see why we should still have school cos I really don't wanna face MYEs.
9. I'm so depressed cos I still feel fat.
10. I got no eyecandies. (super random)
11. I wanna retake my olevels. And hopefully I suck, probably a 15 pointer so I cannot get into MJC or TPJC and that I can take mass comm in Poly :(
12. Shinichi Chiaki/Tamaki Hiroshi is hot. His face is on my handphone wallpaper. What happened to me?!
13. I feel that I'm a horrible person.
14. Holidays wasn't productive cos I don't feel I had one.
15. I wish I can turn the clock back :(

no xoxos, Tracy :(

4:02 PM

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In Love Again

Monday, June 22, 2009

Gah. I know I'm supposed to study. Yup, the keyword here, STUDY. But, I just can't help but take a peep at Zettai Kareshi aka Absolute Boyfriend. Blaim sister for suddenly switching to channel U and showing me that damn commercial. LOL. Actually, mommy also got the whole manga series for it. Now, Im totally in love at that damn show. Weird lah! I can like for in love with a hot robot. Corny like madness~

Hot right. Ahahaha. I'm like whatever BOF. Its so yesterday already. Although Lee Min Ho's hotness is still today. I don't know this guy's name. But, whatever. He's just so likeable in that show. Gahhh. I'm just in love with his earnest character. But the ending is uber sad :(

And crap. I just started the Nodame Cantabile. Cos damn YY told me last time the show was hot. So I went to take a peek again :/ The one thing I like about Jap dramas is that they all last for 10 to 12 episodes? hahaha. It won't be super draggy and irritating like BOF. lolol.

Nodame not bad lah! It started off in Prague. I'm like OMG. The sense of nostalgic back. HAHA. I love prague :D Uber nice. I want to go there for my honeymoon <3 style="font-weight: bold;">MUGGING!!! Even though my mugging is so pathetic. Watching damn dramas.

This picture is nice!! HAAH like traffic lights.
xoxo, Tracy :D

6:24 PM

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There are just too many options

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

WEEEEE Its BBQ galore. Lololol. 3 BBQs consecutively. I haven't been eating real food like rice or noodles since like I dunno when, thanks to all the BBQs. Was dead beat by yesterday. hahahaha. No energy yesterday to hype up with 09S412 :/ hahaha. But DMNchoir'08 batch BBQ was funnn, camwhoring!! LOL. spammed Moses's camera.

Studied with ZheFu, Faiz, Arlene and Nicolette today. HAHA. Was kinda productive, since I'm so lazy at home. Finished 2 chapters of Chemistry ok!! We keep changing places. hahah so funnaye. At first at Tampines interchange Mac, then Food Culture at CS cos Faiz and Nicolette needs lunch. Later, we got so dead, we went to watch The Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past. Ahaha it was really great!!! TOLD YOU ALL TO FOLLOW ME WATCH ALREADY. I GOT GOOD TASTE OK! ahahah ending was so awwww. But Faiz was like, only the front part nice. Cos its all about bloody lingerie and casual sex!!!!! Guys~~ oh wait, Faiz is not a guy! hahaha ok jkjjk!

HAHA OK PICTURE TIME. I realised I really hate to type long passages for this damn blog. Just wanna spam it with pictures. Cos I also just realised that spamming pictures with this kinda creates a time capsule. So maybe in 50 years time when my blog is already full of dust, and that I come back to this URL, I'll get to see the nice ol' memories :DD

DMNCHOIR'o8 Batch BBQ gathering (photos credit to Moses) :

We were bored, cos the guys were making the fire and cooking! HAHA